Tuesday, August 31, 2010

i guess that i was afraid that if you rode away, you may not roll back my direction real soon...


mmmm, new musicccccc, my itunes is loving it, and quite frankly, so am i.

cannottt wait for the holidays, just hurry the fuck up. im so tired and i dont even know why im doing aths, 6am start on a monday morning has pretty much killed me this term, and im not even fit this year....


im sick of you being sick. its not affecting me physically, but mentally. im scared i could lose you at any minute and never see you again. for my sake, and the rest of your friends' sake, get better please. you may not believe it,but you've changed my life.



My Body

[] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces.
[] I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment

[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health

[x] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone.
[] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.
[x ] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I’ve crashed a car.
[] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a musical.
[] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[] I’m in a relationship.
[] I’ve gotten divorced.
[] I don’t believe in love
[x] i am confused

Honesty / Crime
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[] I’ve snuck out.
[] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death and Suicide
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x ] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

Random
[] I can sing alright if i have to.
[] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[] Don’t kill bugs/don’t like to
[x ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] call me fat
[x ] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x ] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[ ] wish I’d eat more
[ ] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic

FAMILY -
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

RELATIONSHIPS -
[ x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I’ve been engaged before.

SEXUALITY -
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.


BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset. .
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I am / have been addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[] I’m at my thinnest
[x] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[] My weight affects my mood
[ ] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[] Iv been depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spat food out
[ ] I’ve taken diet pills
[ ] I’ve used laxatives.
[ ] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise -occasionally
[ ] I exercise so I can eat
[ ] I work out secretly
[ ] I work out daily
[ ] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’VE DONE -
[] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I have a diet blog
[] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[x] I’m doing this for me
[ ] I’m doing this for someone
[ ] I’m doing this to prove myself


i love those things...









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